Kyrie eleison...

I'm just plain starting to lose hope. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't know how to pray anymore, how to talk to people anymore. Hell, I can barely keep myself alive. It's just roll out of the bed, go to class, go home, sleep a bit. The same things over and over again. I have headaches almost constantly. I just don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know if I want to anymore. I don't even know why I try.